Back again!

I can't believe I am writing again, I've been neglectful to this blog, I ask mechila from anyone who has stopped by and was deceived by the previous emptiness.

I have been, busy, I heard a Rabbi say to me once that being single and busy is the best thing I could do for myself right now, and it is my best tool against boredom, negative thoughts, and having my energy channeled in not so fruitful projects.

I am b"H still quiet busy with seminary every morning, and work in the afternoon; In a couple of week college will start again and my seminary time will be cut in half.

In seminary I 've been learning two seforim ( among other things), Rabbi Dessler's Michtav M' Eliyahu and Ohel Rachel ( hebrew, published by Mishkan Yisrael (Yerushalayim)).

I am so blessed, I am so lucky, I am so thankful ( I think I did write this before) to the Borei Olam for letting me learn Torah.

I do feel frustrated so many times because of my slow Hebrew, or because of the yetzer hara reminding me that I am a few years behind a typical bais yaakov girl my age. But I keep reminding myself, that HaShem certainly knows how much my ignorance hurts me, and He will certainly continue to hold my hand step by step towards learning more how to be a true Bas Melech.

Ok y' all ( I've been spending sometime with my good friends from Texas ), it is good to be writing again, I hope I could find something more inspiring to say next time, till then...take care!