It is summertime!

And i am not in Eretz Yisroel so that is deception #1, I am not done with school that is deception #2, and the biggest deception is that Moshiach is not here( and back to point #1) therefore i am not in Eretz Yisroel...
I have been fine and busy for those who were asking, I am working for the summer, davening, learning Rashi and collecting recipes - making the actual food is a step i have yet to get to-

Since i cant come up with somthing entertaining or interesting i will write these lines i ve been thinking of today as I am going through a difficult personal situation:

My Dear Father, My King: Thank You for watching over me, thank You for letting me feel the warmth and security of knowing that You are helping me in every step of my life, of my day, of every second that I live, Thank You for giving me the confidence, clarity and firm knowledge that I am not alone in this battle of life, whether it is a battle against my yetzer hara, or with making good choices, or this puzzle of figuring out the best way to serve You...I love you so much and I want You to bring the geula to klal yisroel, b'meheira!

Will Bli neder write more seriousely now that I was reminded that I have a blog!